Last weekend came and went and so did this week. I sit here trying to remember what even
happened. It felt stressful to me only
because I let myself be overcome by worry and anxiety. The reality of our baby being born in about a
month has come and taken up residence in my mind like a visitor I don’t feel
prepared for. I knew said visitor was
coming months ago, yet he still catches me off-guard at his arrival. The amount of things I feel still need to be
accomplished before the baby comes seems insurmountable, and yet I know it’s
not really the end of the world if they don’t get done before then. The baby’s not going to know the difference
if the closet has been cleaned out or if his nursery is fully decorated like I
see it in my mind. It’s just that
everyone is telling us how much our life is going to change, and how in the
world are you supposed to prepare for a life-change that you know has been
coming but you’ve never done before? And
supposedly we will have no more time to do anything other than take care of our
baby, which yes, is a joy in and of itself, but does that mean all those items
that don’t get done, will never get done then?
Of course not, but it sure feels that way sometimes, especially since I’ve
never experienced what’s coming.
So you can see why I’ve been a worry-wart this week. I worried about being ready, physically,
spiritually, and emotionally, about finances, about my upcoming baby shower,
and so many other things. On top of all
that, it was one of my husband’s busiest work weeks of the summer, but
thankfully it was his last super busy week before the baby comes. He is a rock and such a comfort to me. Any time I get worked up about things, he
reminds me that everything’s going to be alright. He literally made me shake
off the worry last night, even down unto my toes! It was a sight to be seen I’m sure.
Then this morning, I actually read from my Jesus Calling devotional, and
the scripture was the same one given to me on the day I was saved almost 10
years ago. James 4:7 says, “Submit yourselves
therefore to God. Resist the devil, and
he will flee from you.” I remember when the person first told me this
scripture, he said that the devil doesn’t just flee from you. You first have to submit to God, then you
have to resist the devil, and then he
flees from you. When fear tries to come
in, remind yourself to trust God. Say it
out loud if you have to. Reminding yourself
to trust God is submitting to Him, and it helps you resist the worry, fear, and
anxiety the devil tries to distract you with, and only then will the worry
actually go away. Not by worrying about
it more! The devotional was also about
trust, which has always been the main lesson I feel like God is trying to teach
me, over and over again, ever since I got saved. Isn't trust simply the opposite of worry? Trials are opportunities to trust, to grow our trust-muscles, but it is our choice. We get to choose whether we will trust or we will worry in the face of trials in our lives.
I was reminded of my salvation through the
scripture I was given on the day of my salvation, and that alone is good news, but even better was
being reminded that because I'm saved, I get to trust God.
I can trust God because He is faithful.
And so can you! Just
remember: Every little thing’s gonna be
alright!
Danielle